drawing time !

You can't go wrong with John Waters.

2009-10-19T14:24:00.000-07:00

Ⓢⓤⓒⓚ ⓘⓣ, ⓑⓘⓣⓒⓗⓔⓢ
8 am pride: I am slowly exercising myself to become an early riser. The getting up from bed is already easier, and I have my 8 am run even before my coffee.
Today most memorable running tracks:
Biggie mashed in some weirdo effort with Frank Sinatra- Dead Wrong
Madonna - Into the groove
Wu- Visionz 'Gettin caught up in my world, Haagen-Daaz world'
ODB - precious moments when he starts "Don't Fuck with Me" :
"yo when I say 'you don't want to fuck with me'
I'm not talking to you girl -and woman"

or the dreams
so full of ripe traumas, ready to rip at 7 am more than then they would be at 11 am- by 10 they become rotten and ineligible

Muta interlude:

My neighbor was on a Playboy cover.
Sure makes me dream nice.

I have a sneeze and a flu. The kinedrgarden is full of germs which with i need to socialize with! Such is live as a mom. Germs and Peppa Pig and the Vodka disinfection.
But 4real, my yoga class didn't happen due to this weakness,and tmrw's morning run is very endangered,.
I will draw , some comissions are waiting and waiting and I just draw butts. Not smart of me.

TMI

2009-10-17T08:04:00.000-07:00

My kitty Muta a week and a half after moving in with us.

Here I am, an old man.
I am watching "the cosby show" and "will and grace" and spending so much time alone/just with cat, that I clap after every episode and give it thumbs up (real life THUMBS UP" gesture and I say to myself "that was good, that was a good show".

Also I drink every evening and munch on xanax like mad.
Yep. I'm a housewife. I go shopping, clorox the floors, cook lunch, watch a tale, draw, drink, I could be teleported into the 1950s right away. I would get a prescription for Quaaludes and some speed and I'd be doing SO FINE. SO FINE: Having pathetic hot little affairs with the pool boy and the mom of my son's friends.
Just saying the truth. I'm not a bad mom at all (errr, haha, who am i to decide? but i will keep this sentece in anyway, coz i heard i am a good mom and i don't wanna commit a mommy-hood suicide). but I'll twist my neck one day doing handstands whilst drunk at 9:30 pm. At 11pm I pop an ambien and put so WU on and go to sleep. ODB makes me sleep like a baby.

Too much information? I hope so!

i'm so fly with my kitten tie

2009-10-06T06:31:00.001-07:00

finally made decision to go to rest in BED and watch the cosby show and work on my new website

yes, new website

and etsy store
soon
:E

EVIL EBIL

Mercury meets Saturn, coffee meets me

2009-10-06T02:59:00.000-07:00

Full moon in aries on sunday, all around this my energy levels dropped
Went to bed every day around 11 am and still
tiired

legs up on table

watching "The Cosby Show", such a comfort show, after you get past the feeling of awkwardness when watching it (so proper and so much love, ah, hard to bear)

My beautiful kitty Muta, Mutiosza, is getting fierce and funny
when I go to bed she comes checking on me. I want a cat who would sleep with me on my bed. I want to be crazy and kiss the cat and so on. I was always so grossed out by people who kiss their animals, and now I wanna be one of them. I wanna cuddle and kiss and be crazy for her. I'm ordering some kitty furniture for her soon, because for now she mostly likes to beunder the couch:

small update on wednesday

2009-09-30T13:12:00.000-07:00

Textureculture has a mini interview with me up!

Also
I got a kitty today.

She is 5 months old, a british shorthair, I called her Muta, after the big cat character from Ghibli studio's "The Cat Returns" and "Whisper of the Heart". Those movies are amazing and always make me smile

Here is Muta saving the day:

And here is the more realistic movie, "Whisper of the Heart", where Muta is more of a simple cat, but...still :)

2009-09-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

it is sunday
yesterday i danced for some hours
today i made linguini with homemade tomato sauce
i will watch "age of innocence" tonigh
i will listen to ODB' "dirty run" a couple times and dance coz no-one is around

and yes, 20 dollas (shipment included) size A4 print on epson paper epson ink looking good only a couple left so if you want one here's my paypal :diedarling@gmail.com

if you have questions, just AX :E

ciao, see you on monday, beautiful monday...

2009-09-22T12:47:00.000-07:00

1. My favorite songs nao:

-blue magic jay z (nah i never really get this jay z guy, when the 99 problems video came out i had a good chuckle coz i thought it's really cool, it was a v. positive chuckle, but i don't get him.) it is the perfect dance song. when i'm alone and nobody's watching. i have a mirror in a strategic point so i can sort of dance WITH someone. pathetic? i call it kewl like maple syrup on bacon.

- freebird lynryd sky-hy-hynryd so amazing i have no words for it. i close my eyes and i travel with the eagles. every hosewife needs this song. along with a government supported distribution of speed.

- a milly lil wane from hate to love. from hate to love.

- me plus one kasabian so sweet it transports me to the times of being 15 years old and in love with a fictional character from some weird trilogy book

- you've got ahold on me jackson 5 like crystal disco

Anyhow, now I am back and be postin'. I was slacking this summer and had issues with loads of things. For example, one day i realized I am not depressed. And then a month later I realized I am again depressed. That was kinda a bad day for me.

I dreamed of crazy things. None of those dreams was about love, and none of those dreams was about rejection. 0:0

I did some illegal things in more than one country. No biggie tho, small time crookery. Or rather, the usual girl dumb fun stuff. One stolen beer destroys the other bottle for which you actually paid, though.However if the stolen beer was a fancy one it was all well worth it. Or wasn't it. We shall see, not all problems are opportunities.

My back aches! I go do some yoga now. But I will post more now.

making up for the weeks i was sulking

2009-07-24T12:02:00.000-07:00

mercury sign, new hope, old pills, new ordnung, a beautiful life, and many weird moments.

i swear i wish it was luck in a tin cup

2009-06-16T14:05:00.000-07:00

biatches, i have one tin cup and i love it to bits. it's convenient and it gives me the sense of freedom. i can even heat up a cup of soup when i want to. damnit it love a good tin cup.

and look, this piece of honeymelon looks like a crazy millipede.

once i went to sleep on a couch of a girlfriend for a month... the night i arrived her friend brought her a present: a giant millipede in an aquarium. back then, in 2003, i was vicariously living trough my bug phobia. anything with segments screwed me up in a horrible manner. so i sat there with a badly proportioned cranberry vodka after hours of being stuck in snow on amtrak, with klonopine leftovers, bugging out over that creepy bug.

but i started crushing on that girl i was visiting, so i had to be cool. i stroked the bug. it was after all a sad creature: it would crawl up to the top of the aquarium, but then his body would just bend backwards and fall. he would never escape. he, in fact died a couple weeks after i left.

in prehistoric times they were like, 2 or 3 meter long. screw this shit!

2009-06-11T15:38:00.000-07:00

tired

2009-06-01T12:01:00.001-07:00

came home at 7 am
nnanana beaten horse not young anymore
estee lauder advanced night repair potion
my eyes internet sore

day in may

2009-05-20T10:53:00.001-07:00

where the fluffy trees still fluffy up the whole 'hood with their snowy pollens

anyhow,
today i was all into buing fresh bio things and cooking

all new young veggie mesh on the plate! with olive oil!

i added bio eggs on top of that. note how not orange their are. i hate when the egg yolk is coloured. to which dummies does it appeal to know that the (caged, usually) chickens were fed colorants?

and then i wasn't so bio. i got this pink dishwashing shit. it's pinkness makes
me
well, joyous?
so joyous i took a picture of it. IT IZ FOR GIRLZ AND THEIR DONE NAILS:

recently

2009-05-19T16:40:00.000-07:00

i kinda draw heartlessly
then i lay on the carpet and shed tears with the speed of 2 an hour

known 4 intolerance

2009-05-19T07:27:00.000-07:00

burnout days/learn 2 love each other

2009-05-14T02:03:00.000-07:00

someone to cuddle
to be evil with

i go to get my hair done 2day

i might go to a sex shop
but now i just feel empty-
burnout

but you know what?

it's totes irrelevant. you suffer those tiny pains and then have good days. life's pretty sweet n e how.

but my horoscope says smthing along the lines: someone will need to be cheered up today, so look after them and such and such.

I AM THAT PEOPLE, damnit :P

and my baby fished out the goldfish out of the tank and...squished it into 20 pieces. sushi. poor fishie. now my son keeeps asking "where is the fishes?"

spring is hot as summer, bitch

2009-05-11T12:17:00.000-07:00

preparing 4 partie

very angrrry

more sketches

now onto silly fantasies

my " chillax" sketches"

also, i was at the radio, dj-ing, loads of fun, dancing around the studio with a bottle of egri bikaver (bull's blood in hungarian) and here is the drunk set list
and here you can have a listen. we played very good songs methinks. me and Mez. and we didn't talk in hungarian.

this is long enough, so i wait till i have some nice things to post and...till then, with affection,

kasiu

PS i tweet
twitter.com/kasiu

aaand let's end the day by praising the ebil

2009-04-14T14:40:00.001-07:00

i miss my sleep paralysis actually

2009-04-14T12:23:00.000-07:00

this is more or less it.
plus bunches of really dumb/evil/love stuff.
spring rain is amazing, and all the leaves grow so fast. all the trees look like proper trees. i saw a beautiful magnolia up the hill, when i was walking down the hill in my horrible wooden flip flops, my knee still hurts after that.

recently i dream an amazing lot about t-rexes (again, actually), and, for instance, today i dreamed that it was discovered that body is hurting for more or less 2 days after death. like, you're gone and yet you hurt.

Miss Henrietta, where's your big heart?

2009-04-06T14:35:00.000-07:00

serioz case of worthlessness

2009-03-24T12:58:00.000-07:00

i fell off the face of the earth a bit
i am in the "scrubs" land
and i have no life coz i pour it into someone else

BUT!

I am not a loser, because:

4 wild pig things crossed my path! it was so good i screamed in fear and from the awesomeness.

2009-03-04T13:08:00.001-08:00

onion soup keeps me warm till spring

2009-03-02T13:51:00.000-08:00

dreams of pugs and such

the soup, queen of all winter soups!

guardian angels aren't that obvious creatures

2009-02-24T14:43:00.000-08:00

i have read somewhere something about someone building robots that look like primitive life forms
they will have eyes which will be able to track objects
and a system of reflexes
it sounded amazing! but i cannot find the article. help?
they looked like a 1000 times more complicated than those fish-things from the picture above
but one (or two) of them had kind of this shape

i took an ambien when i found this article.

happy and sad

2009-02-16T13:51:00.000-08:00

affirmations my ass! :E

snowing again.

i like how it snows when i need proper white snow the most.
so i hope wishing works now. i onlined the feature. i enabled it. work, biatch :)

(i feel like snoopy. he couldn't eat one more cookie and he said to himself "but cookies are good for bones" and he stuffed it in.)

i love potatoes

2009-02-10T14:28:00.001-08:00

i do

i peel them every day

i love baking them in the oven most

recently i use peanut oil and baking sheets

life is full of miracles (except,i have a cold)