tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14889515484239915092008-11-18T15:56:15.561-08:00kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-29790911760186056492008-11-18T14:57:00.001-08:002008-11-18T14:57:57.475-08:00<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/3042228498/" title="very black magic by Meri?, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3223/3042228498_49bafc3632_o.jpg" width="500" height="548" alt="very black magic" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-12336472514748835922008-10-21T05:17:00.000-07:002008-10-21T06:21:23.814-07:00For the past three weeks I am a victim of terrible, almost-all day -long headaches. or is it rather one long headache? Waking up feels like I've been beaten up in sleep and by sleep. Days are not a joyful celebration of autumn. They are a struggle to survive and not hurt anyone- because this physical depression (tiredness included) leaves me very ill- mannered and suspicious of the world's intentions that borders on paranoia. <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2739011559/" title="kute offensive thoughts by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2120/2739011559_d8b51a6547_o.jpg" width="371" height="484" alt="kute offensive thoughts" /></kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-71223270164033926822008-10-07T05:21:00.001-07:002008-10-07T05:22:21.953-07:00<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2912169310/" title="klimt rip-off by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3238/2912169310_b6247b4444_o.jpg" width="546" height="737" alt="klimt rip-off" /></a><br /><br />i'm away from home.<br />i'm where i grew up.<br />funny how things become your home without being a buidling.kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-83254598428394366812008-09-22T14:36:00.000-07:002008-09-22T14:44:46.315-07:00<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2880515646/" title="EEEEEEEK! by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3175/2880515646_82256dbc75.jpg" width="500" height="375" alt="EEEEEEEK! " /></a><br />delicious mignion!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2879657301/" title="best friend violence by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3268/2879657301_2e121b190c_o.jpg" width="370" height="480" alt="best friend violence" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-86655624648332753232008-09-22T13:13:00.000-07:002008-09-22T13:14:44.075-07:00<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2866773451/" title="mesmer by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3210/2866773451_3fb4575271_o.jpg" width="660" height="515" alt="mesmer" /></a><br /><br />brace yourself 4 the winter!kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-91402983101110380532008-08-30T06:01:00.000-07:002008-08-30T06:03:00.063-07:00<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2810310915/" title="woonders by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3221/2810310915_9aef112930.jpg" width="500" height="431" alt="woonders" /></a><br /><br />being way too uptight about drawing <br />decided to try a different approach<br />could be described with *just draw. now.quick!*kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-37171341495405544202008-08-28T05:01:00.000-07:002008-08-28T05:07:04.882-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/missgreengood.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/missgreengood.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />kids like to experiment when it comes to mehods of showing their love and devotion.<br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2805905810/" title="ninja baby love by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3104/2805905810_e08731b6bf_o.jpg" width="380" height="426" alt="ninja baby love" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-79498023301380516322008-08-24T10:40:00.000-07:002008-08-24T10:41:52.267-07:00<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2787414761/" title="cow park by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3175/2787414761_2b98e75b26.jpg" width="405" height="500" alt="cow park" /></a><br /><br />good cows in the friendly futurekmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-43683809175112940372008-08-04T04:11:00.000-07:002008-08-04T04:15:40.011-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/sf.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 430px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/sf.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/bend.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 250px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/bend.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-82728927129373372792008-07-28T16:19:00.000-07:002008-07-28T16:21:15.694-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/moleskinejuly27.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/moleskinejuly27.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /> <br />perceiving things as they really are- fun,ultimate fun,or no damn fun? i have no time to draw coz' i'm trying to figure that out. i tend to think everything would be better and brighter with a billy idol soundtrack.kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-17918123302565020952008-07-21T05:13:00.001-07:002008-07-21T05:15:29.338-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/twofuture1s-1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/twofuture1s-1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-76573523298570911752008-07-16T14:42:00.000-07:002008-07-16T15:34:19.513-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3294/2674682595_4944939890.jpg?v=0"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3294/2674682595_4944939890.jpg?v=0" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />I cannot get over my horrible aesthetics block! I am unhappy unless I look at a half naked girl on a motorbike with hair curled in the wind (fan machine) with a bunch of gorgeous tim kern tattoos. y0. i am really in distress because now that (inability to like my own sillie stuff) added itself to my list of problems w/ life,like constant search of god or the meaning of satan (what is the real number of the be4st,who is behind all that dualism, why isn't there at least four divine entities opposing themselves so our human souls are nourished with paradox and beauty or...) or why am i unhappy when i have a Jackson song a <a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?nsdwcnnd2mw">click</a> away.<br /> (thank U Cassandra)<br /><br />To conclude,I find it hard to draw something meaningful and playful and not being disgusted by it.<br />I'll just go on drawing from posemaniacs,I keep on dwelling in a fantasy where I wake up in 400 years and all is DIFFERENT and we can make our obsessions into robots (vasectomy robots,depression robots serving you tea) and tmmrw I kook that delicious tofu lime soy chili thing for lunch again and some thai-tofu stuff for dinner.<br /><br />Life RULEZ ok.kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-53891767714466832342008-07-11T08:32:00.000-07:002008-07-11T08:39:57.496-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/baby-1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/baby-1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/juli.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/juli.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/tofuuuu.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/tofuuuu.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />+<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/collector2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/collector2.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-80624149352455774842008-07-07T14:23:00.000-07:002008-07-07T14:24:38.594-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/safeanon.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/safeanon.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-91263701491115424972008-07-07T05:13:00.000-07:002008-07-07T05:22:44.329-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/oinewhair.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/oinewhair.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/fu.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/fu.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />buying nice teas and lots of ibuprofen increases the chance of somehow...uh...surviving. <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/support.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/support.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />right?kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-43767426485483293892008-06-30T07:08:00.000-07:002008-06-30T07:34:17.475-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/stand.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/stand.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />the trip to the used books store was a good idea- 60' and 80' editions are the awesomest hands down. the first cover will be grand to show off at a pool or in a metro!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/books.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/books.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />it is raining outside... i took a picture and i realized it would be nice to have some plants on the balcony...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/rain.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/rain.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-26591374616925982922008-06-29T14:36:00.000-07:002008-06-29T14:38:33.491-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/teatimeinfuture.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/teatimeinfuture.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/sallycantdancenomore.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/sallycantdancenomore.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />ibuprofen saved my day.kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-75539316184368760752008-06-23T08:28:00.000-07:002008-06-23T08:36:15.501-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/fun-1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/fun-1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3014/2588633498_c1819a9357.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3014/2588633498_c1819a9357.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/moleole.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/moleole.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-60484157302022557142008-06-17T13:13:00.000-07:002008-06-17T15:28:09.980-07:00<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kasiukasiu/2587703699/" title="mole2 sketchs by kasiukasiu, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3095/2587703699_d47f0e5158_o.jpg" width="800" height="638" alt="mole2 sketchs" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-70653176294937686152008-06-16T05:38:00.001-07:002008-06-16T05:46:16.291-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/sweetcreatures.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/sweetcreatures.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-75526068774175253362008-06-04T06:33:00.000-07:002008-06-04T06:35:00.901-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/thisisdrugs.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/thisisdrugs.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-5017369005349889332008-05-30T13:06:00.000-07:002008-05-30T13:09:23.079-07:00it's older things but i didn't post it here before<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/march1a.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/march1a.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />deliciousness ahead-<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/gestenyepuree2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/gestenyepuree2.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-46406025661821241332008-05-29T15:02:00.000-07:002008-05-29T15:13:10.996-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/sadkid.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k81/deersquid/sadkid.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-85776441547062236392008-05-28T06:42:00.000-07:002008-05-28T06:46:54.366-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://kasiukasiu.com/girls/twogirls.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://kasiukasiu.com/girls/twogirls.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a>kmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1488951548423991509.post-18363466278000916022008-05-26T06:13:00.000-07:002008-05-26T07:06:17.711-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://kasiukasiu.com/girls/Top2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px;" src="http://kasiukasiu.com/girls/Top2.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />i just ate a half pack of dinosaur haribo i am waiting for the sugar rushkmerihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15145617063290635909noreply@blogger.com0