Drawing time, Schmawing time

For the past three weeks I am a victim of terrible, almost-all day -long headaches. or is it rather one long headache? Waking up feels like I've been beaten up in sleep and by sleep. Days are not a joyful celebration of autumn. They are a struggle to survive and not hurt anyone- because this physical depression (tiredness included) leaves me very ill- mannered and suspicious of the world's intentions that borders on paranoia.